groundcontrol
03-29-2006, 04:25 PM
At risk of all possible heckling...(actually, I really don't give a #$@%^) I'll admit that I simply froze my first match. My training was good...I was tapping the guys I train with 2-to-one...I was confident, in shape. But once I was in the cage, I choked.
I wasn't scared...just kinda stupified by the 3000 fans, the lights, music, etc. So I walked into about 20 punches and earned myself the losing end of a TKO inside of a minute. (not kidding about the number of punches I took...but at least I know I can take em now ) I think the ref just stopped the fight because I wasn't fighting back, and I was left standing there thinking "wait, I wasn't ready...start over!"
My "little"brother won his fight by rear choke in 30 seconds @ 185 lbs...I'm 155 and can give him a run for his money on the mat...so I don't think I'm a weenie, but I'm still kinda mystified as to what happened in that fight. I guess it was just nerves. I mean if I get in a spur-of-the-moment brawl outside the cage, I don't have time to get nervous, and I just do what needs to be done. Freezing like that was a first, and I still feel like a dumbass.
Anyone else brave enough to admit anything similar, or have some advice to share? I have another fight in May & that first "fight" has left me with some confidence issues...not in my technical abilities, but in my ability to keep my wits when the hype is up.
I wasn't scared...just kinda stupified by the 3000 fans, the lights, music, etc. So I walked into about 20 punches and earned myself the losing end of a TKO inside of a minute. (not kidding about the number of punches I took...but at least I know I can take em now ) I think the ref just stopped the fight because I wasn't fighting back, and I was left standing there thinking "wait, I wasn't ready...start over!"
My "little"brother won his fight by rear choke in 30 seconds @ 185 lbs...I'm 155 and can give him a run for his money on the mat...so I don't think I'm a weenie, but I'm still kinda mystified as to what happened in that fight. I guess it was just nerves. I mean if I get in a spur-of-the-moment brawl outside the cage, I don't have time to get nervous, and I just do what needs to be done. Freezing like that was a first, and I still feel like a dumbass.
Anyone else brave enough to admit anything similar, or have some advice to share? I have another fight in May & that first "fight" has left me with some confidence issues...not in my technical abilities, but in my ability to keep my wits when the hype is up.